all i wanna know is what did i do wrong ? what in the world did i do to deserve all this ? time and time again , hurt is what im feeling . no matter what i do , with whoever it is , it always comes back to hurt . in a relationship or not , hurt will still be there . just when i thought promises are the only thing that are meant to be broken , hope comes into the picture . what have i not given enough ?

yes , i know i dont have the looks , body , cash , but yet , do i really deserve all this ? all i ever wanted was a perfect relationship in which the girl treats me right , accepts me for who i am , faithful and appreciates the things i do for her. is that too much to ask for ? all i ever get in return is shit , shit and more shit .

everyone says love makes the world go round , love makes people happy and love is all we need to mend a broken heart . but yet , all these doesn't seem to be true nor make any sense . here i am , trying my very best to move on , falling for one girl after another . but yet , all i get in return is hurt . i've given every single one everything i've had , sacrificed my time for every single one , treated every single one as though they're my wifey , but yet , this is what i get . broken hopes and promises .

maybe love isn't that wonderful after all . i didn't choose to contact anyone of you . all of you started chatting with me , trynna get close to me , wanting me to meet u guys soo much , and some even wanting me to be the only one in your life . but when everything is laid out to you like an eat-all-you-can buffet , this is the kind of treatment that u give me ? what am i to you ? a toy ? tissue paper ? well , im not gnna be putting any blames on you girls .

maybe im just destined to be alone . maybe its not you girls , maybe it is me . just maybe , i don't deserve love . nothing i ever do seems to be right . now im having phobia , with love and to love . cos at any point of time , the letters L.O.V.E may just turn to H.U.R.T .

maybe this is fate , my sad truthful fate .